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Hey, guys.

I'm sorry it's been so long.

I've been on Myspace, that's all.

Yesterday was horrible.

Jamie broke up with me and Derek said that he could never go out with me again.

I suck at life.

I really do.

I need some advice, guys.

Please?

What the Hell is wrong with me.

I can't believe this happened.

Jamie broke up with me.

I fell in love.

But I lost that chance now, for good.

He says that there's other guys out there.

But not for me.

No one like him.

I miss him.

I miss holding him and laughing with him.

I really do ruin everything around me.

And I feel like I'm choosing between a good friend a someone I love.

I need help, guys.

Please comment.

This is something that I really need.

Please?

Later Skaters.

<33 Emma Rose xX

Yesterday was my birthday.

I got a cellphone.

It's awesome.

Call it, dude.

(330)309-7700

Later Skater.

<33Emma Rose

crushing badly.

She says she's the worst person in the world.

I disagree.

The worst person would of NEVER been there for me, all the times that I cried, just to whipe the tears away or make me laugh for even just 2 seconds.

The worst person would NEVER know what to say when I was "down in the dumps"

I would of NEVER gone with the worst person to see the premier of Harry Potter and Rent.

And the worst person would NEVER be my best friend EVER. I can promise you that.

Think about that next time.

You are my best friend. Whether or not you can say the same about me, is a different story.

That's all for now.

Later Skaters.

<33Emma Rose

Game tonight.

South Field 5.

6:15.

If you rock hardcore, like our team, be there.

I'm going for a new aim, here.

I wrote a short story, it's not done.

Comment me and tell me what you think.

Here it is:

     So she kissed his cold, heart-broken lips, and she slowly walked away. She's never felt this dead before. She feels as if it's her fault, and no one will ever know that it truly was. She loved him, so much, but she ended up ruining everything. Then, suddenly, she stops! She sees him, walking towards her. With that same grin, as always, on his lips. She wants to kiss him so badly.

     She didn't know that things could change this quickly, as she looks back and remembers all the good times. Everytime they kissed, or even hugged. She remembers smiling whenever she was with him.

     But it's all over now. Two short seconds later, he stops, right in front of her. She closes her eyes, as if it's just a dream. But when she opens them, he's still there. He asks her what he did wrong to deserve this, and she bites her lip, as she tries to think of an excuse.

     Nothing feels right anymore, nothing. She knows it's her fault, but she wonders, does anyone else know?

     That's all she can think of. Nothing, no excuse to hide her heart-broken pain. He sighs and walks away from her, shaking his head. He knows exactly what she did, but he doesn't want to admit it.

     No one deserves this kind of pain. Even the worst sinner on Earth could not top this. She has made a mistake, and she needed to realize this, before it was too late.

     She went back home for the night, to relax, and think about things. To get them straight.

     She was heading down a dark alley, with many things on her mind. She could tell that someone was behind her, but she was afraid to look back. She kept moving, faster and faster. She knocked on the door, and he answered, once again, with that same grin that he always had when he was around her. She smiled back, and they hugged. Just as they touched, she remembered all the other things she had done with the one she TRULY loved. A tear rolled down her cheek, and he wiped it away. They let go of their grip and she started to cry. She couldn't face him, not now, not ever. She turned away to leave and that's when she saw it. It had eyes like the devil. Then when she woke up.

It was just a dream, she felt so releaved that it would never happen. Yet, at the same time, she felt worried. What if she never saw him. Ever again? What kind of life would that be? It wouldn't be a life, at all.

I'm so bored.

I got to see Zach today.

Heck yes.

He is never on AIM.

It makes me mad.

Not Zach Stayer, people.

Zach Davis.

<33

He doesn't know I like him, so shhh.

I have nothing to talk about.

I tried on a dress today.

Sarah's dress.

She wore it to winter formal on her first dance at another school.

Surprise, surprise.

It fit.

Wonder what that means.

I found her old shoes.

I put them on as well.

They fit, too.

I miss her so much.

She has no idea.

Thank God she's coming back, soon.

My birthday's Thursday.

I'm turning 13.

Well, I'm going to go.

I have nothing to write about.

My sister's team lost her softball game today.

That sucks.

We're undefeated.

Another game tomorrow.

Field 5, across from Jackson Park. At some certain time.

I'll edit the entry and write what time.

Later.

<333Emma Rose

I lied to my best friend, and she hates me for it.

I feel like cutting. I tried to stop, but I can't.

You make me feel like shit when you say those things, JoLynn.

I hate it when I cry for you.

Me and Derek broke up.

I broke up with him, for the record.

Then he left me these retarted messages saying how he hates me and everything.

Liar.

Right after I did it, before we hung up he said.

"Emma, I really do love you. How much time do you need"

Now he's being a bitch.

He knows it, too.

He's such a liar, he's all...

" I don't know what I ever saw in you"

He's just pissed and he's looking for an excuse to hate me.

Duh.

Anyway, I think I have some more icons for you.

Here it goes.

 Something EVERY girl NEEDS to HEAR.